Chapter Five
Harm
started the hot chocolate as he took some of the packages out of the bags. He
couldn’t resist buying it when he saw it. It just seemed so perfect, he
hid it in her kitchen cabinet in hope that she wouldn’t find it right away. Sounds
of the water boiling brought Harm back to reality. He walked back into the kitchen
and took the boiling water off the stove. He then added milk to the water and
put it back on heat. When he was satisfied with the temperature of the concoction
he added in chocolate chips and sugar. He then poured the chocolate into the
mugs.
“So
that’s how you do it!” Mac exclaimed watching him.
“How
long have you watched my secret recipe?”
“Long
enough Flyboy. I found the tree stand and some ornaments.”
“Good,
after I start a fire, we will put up the tree.”
She
smiled at the idea of decorating a tree with Harm while listening to the roaring fire.
Mac stood back and instructed Harm on where to hold the tree so it was straight.
“There, you got it right there, keep it still!” she shouted when he finally got it perfect.
She
crawled underneath him and screwed in the tree to the stand. Harm gestured for
her to stand back as he cut the lies lose and the tree came tumbling out in all its glory.
Harm smiled at her when her eyes lit up.
“Harm,
it’s the most perfect tree I have ever seen.” Mac exclaimed. She
wrapped her arms around his neck and giggled when he swung her around. “When
I was growing up we always had a fake tree.”
“I
always had a real tree, but Christmas was never the same after Dad went down.”
Harm said with a sad smile on his face, “But the Christmas before Dad left, we didn’t have the best of
trees, but Dad had put me up on his shoulders and let me place to star on the tree.”
“This
will be our Christmas, a Christmas for us to remember and smile on.” She grabbed his hand to lead him over to the boxes
of Christmas decorations that she found. “Now you get to help me untangle
these lights.”
Harm
picked up the box of lights and ornaments and she grabbed the now cool enough to drink mugs of hot chocolate. He watched her drink and he laughed when he saw the chocolate mustache form on her upper lip. He knew just then he had to kiss her. His tongue lined her
lips before seeking entrance. When they broke she smiled and kissed his nose.
“What
was that for?” she asked him.
“Well,
I just had to kiss the most beautiful woman I know with chocolate on her lips.”
He smiled and pulled her between his legs and they worked at untangling the white lights.
Harm
was having so much fun doing this with her and seeing an entirely different side, he was finally seeing Sarah, the soft, caring
woman that she hadn’t let anyone see in the longest of times, and he could tell that she was a million miles away in
her own little world.
She
fell back into his chest and he held her. “What’s wrong Mac?”
“I
was remembering my last Christmas with my Mom and Dad. I was fourteen and the
year before my mom had let me pack up the lights. I remember trying so hard to
get them untangled before Dad got home. I didn’t want him to get mad, and
I wanted that Christmas to be so special, I even made some new ornaments.
“I
got finished decorating the tree. Momma came in and was so surprised. She hugged me and told me what a great job I did. Dad came
in and yelled about the mess that the ornament boxes had made. I was so upset
I ran to my room, and Mom yelled at Dad, and Dad got mad, threw Mom to the ground and then threw the tree to the ground.”
There
were tears in her eyes that were threatening to fall. “Christmas in my
house was never good. Thank you for not being mad that the lights were tangled.”
“Mac,
honey, God no. There is no way I would be mad about something like that. Sweetheart, it wasn’t your fault. Lights
have a habit of getting tangled.” He held her tight. “I would never
do anything to hurt you intentionally. I’d rather cut off my right arm
then hurt you.”
“I
know Harm. You are always so gentle and patient with me.”
“Since
we are sharing Christmas memories, I remember looking out the window at Miramar, and
seeing the blue government sedan pull up. Mom answered the door while drying
a plate. When they told her, she dropped the plate to the ground. That’s when I knew something was wrong.”
“Sounds
like both of us have our sob stories.”
“Yeah,
but this year will be our year. One filled with happy memories.”
She
handed him his glass of hot coco, “I’ll raise my mug to that. Hey,
how about after we finish decorating the tree we order some lunch, and play cards.”
“I
thought maybe we could go sledding.”
“I
don’t own a sled.”
“The
tree was secured to one I bought at the store. It was the weirdest thing. I found a wooden sled in the store, but they said they didn’t sell those and
they gave it to me at the price they sell the cheap plastic sleds, so we have one here.”
“Sounds
like a plan.”
Harm
and Mac started decorating the Christmas tree by stringing on the set of white lights first.
Harm then reached into her box of ornaments and pulled out the box of clear glass balls with blue glitter snowflakes.
“You
know Mac, I never figured that you would buy these types of ornaments.”
“Chloe
actually talked me into buying those. The blue reminded me of your eyes.” She admitted.
“I
feel completely flattered.” He smiled and their hands brushed together
on the tree and the shocks all around them flew.
She
reached into the box and pulled out the next batch of ornaments, more blue and clear ornaments. Harm reached into the bag and pulled out some snowflakes. “I
picked these up at the store to commemorate our snowy weekend together.” She
couldn’t help it, a tear escaped from her eye and he immediately caught it with his thumb.
“Look
what you did, you made me leaky!”
“Mac, did I say something wrong?”
“No,
its just that this is what I always thought decorating a tree with you would be like.”
“Well,
that is what you are doing, decorating a tree with me, now dry those beautiful brown eyes, we still have more to do.”
He
handed her a couple of the snowflakes to hang on the tree. After they hung the
ornaments, they stood back to look at their work.
“You
know what we are missing Harm, garland.”
“Well,
you wish is my command.” He reached into his bag from the store and pulled
out a shimmer blue ribbon garland. “I actually didn’t know you did
the tree in blue and clear ornaments, but I saw this and thought it would look beautiful in your apartment.” He handed it to her, and she kissed his cheek.
“It
goes perfect with the tree.”
They
unwound the garland around the tree and Mac stepped back and watched Harm put the finishing touches on the tree. “Harm, the tree is perfect now.”
“No,
I think it is still missing something. The angel for the top of the tree.”
“Well,
I don’t own one of those.”
Harm
put up his finger and silenced her for a brief moment as he walked into the kitchen.
He reached into the cabinet and pulled out the angel.
“Mac,
I was walking around the store, I saw this, and I immediately thought of you.”
She reached in and pulled the angel out of the box. The angel had dark
hair and dark eyes. She wore a light blue dress with a silver ribbon around the
waistline.
“Harm,
she is beautiful.”
“I
saw her, and I thought she looked a little like you, but you were more beautiful, you are my real life angel.” She gently put the angel down on the couch and took him by the hand and led him into
the bedroom.
Chapter
Six
They
woke up a couple hours later in each other’s arms. He held against his
chest and played with her hair.
“You
know I never thought you would be one of those guys who played with a woman’s hair.”
“You
are the first, and I love the feel of your hair in my hands, and I love the feel of you in my arms.”
“I
love being in your arms,” she sighed holding on to him. She always thought
that when they got together they would be great, but she was wrong, it was indescribable.
Her stomach started grumbling and she heard his deep laugh.
“Let
me get dressed and then I’ll order take out.” He started to get up
when she pulled him back into another kiss. “I could definitely get used
to waking up in your bed.”
“You
know sailor, I was thinking of the same thing. Now I need you to feed me before
my blood sugar drops.”
“Oh,
so that’s what happens.” He flashed her one of his killer smiles and pulled on his jeans. He looked back at her still wrapped up in her khaki colored sheets.
She was absolutely beautiful. He pushed the strands of hair out of her
face. “Someone who has such a beautiful face shouldn’t be covered
up.” She then did something she hadn’t done it quite awhile, she
blushed.
“You
spoil me. Now go order the food!”
“Yes
ma’am.” he said giving her a mock salute. He kissed her cheek and
walked out into the living room to grab the phone. ‘Oh yes, this was going
to be the best holiday ever,’ he thought.
He
saw the little porcelain angel Mac placed on the couch, and then his real life angel came out wearing a big fuzzy robe. “I think it is time we put this angel on the tree. How about you do the honors?” She asked him when she
saw him holding the angel..
“No,
I think you should do it, with my help.” She looked a little puzzled, but
when he lifted her up to put the angel on top it cleared up all of her confusion. He
placed her back down on the ground. She turned around and faced him. “Look Mac I know we said that we were moving our relationship forward but . . .”
Her
face immediately fell, “Harm, I,” He put up a hand to immediately silence her.
“I
love you Sarah Mackenzie. I was scared though if I told you this, you would think
it was too fast. If I didn’t tell you, it would be the biggest mistake
of my life, and I . . .” Harm started rambling.
“I
love you too Harm. I can’t remember a time I haven’t loved you.” She said throwing herself into his arms.
He
kissed her over and over again. He never wanted to let her out of his arms. “Harm, I think I should go put on clothes before the delivery boy gets to see
something I only want you to see.” She winked at him and went into her
room.
Harm
heard her open her bedroom door after she got finished dressing. He turned and
looked at her. She was absolutely gorgeous in her jeans and light purple turtle
neck sweater. She rumbled around her bathroom and found some lip gloss and put
it on. She came out and he smiled at her.
“Why
don’t we keep ourselves occupied with a game of chess until the delivery boy makes it here?” Harm suggested.
“Sounds
good pookie.”
“Pookie?”
“New
pet name I’m trying out. You like it?”
“Only
if you like Sugarbum.” He said tickling her. She let out a wail and started
getting up to escape him. She didn’t make it very far when he caught up
to her and started tickling her relentlessly.
“Harm,
stop, I can’t breathe!” She exclaimed in between spurts of laughter and tears rolling down her face.
He
let her up off the couch to hold her in his arms. “Why didn’t we
get snowed in earlier,” he wondered aloud.
“Because
it was warm up until two weeks ago.” She sighed looking at the angel she bought him.
Their time together on the sofa was cut short when the delivery guy came. Harm
paid him for the vegetable lo mein and the sweet and sour chicken and tipped him generously for coming out in the weather.
They
ate their food off of the coffee table in silence just staring at each other as they ate.
When they were done she started clearing the mess.
“Mac,
leave it for later, I want to go sledding,” he said pouting sticking out his lower lip only slightly.
She
smiled at him. “Boy, I bet your mom was a goner when you were younger.”
‘God help me if we ever have a little boy that looks like him.’ She thought.
“Go put on your jacket and snow boots and we will walk to the school and go sledding.”
He
swept her up and swung her around. “You’re the best Mac.”
‘Oh
yes, God help me if I ever have a son that looks like him.’
They
walked to the school hand in hand. It wasn’t so long ago that they could
even stand each other, and now they were openly admitting their love. When they
reached the school they found that the open field with the hills was completely empty and the playground was just asking to
be played in. He looked at her and saw her face light up. He led her to the playground and brushed the snow off of the swing seat.
She
sat down, and when he lifted her up to swing her, he whispered that he loved her in her ear.
She looked so at ease while swinging around. “You know, my dad never
pushed me on the swings. He told me that it was just better for me to learn on
my own. You are the first.”
He
caught her and held the swing for a moment, “I want to be the first to do many things with you.”
“Well,
let’s think, you are the first man who got me shot by deranged poachers, the first man I ever rode in an F-14 with,
the first person I have ever punched out of a Russian MIG with . . .”
“Okay
Mac, I get it.” He pushed her.
“The
only man I was connected enough with to find in the middle of an ocean. You are
the only man though I want to come home to for now on.” He stopped the swing from moving and kissed her. “And now you are the first man to ever kiss me on the swings on the playground.”
“I
find that hard to believe Mac,” he said while picking up the sled.
“Really
you are. Billy Redmen tried to kiss me and I decked him. I was seven and going through my ‘boys are stinky’ phase.”
Harm
laughed at that statement. He held her hand as they reached the top of the hill. “You ready for some speed Marine?”
“What
is up with boys and their need for speed?” She asked as she climbed in
between his legs on the sled. “Just to let you know, you are the first
guy I have gone sledding with.” He kissed her cheek.
“Okay,
here we go.” He gave the sled a good kick off, and they slid down the hill. They slid to a stop and Mac turned and giggled.
“That’s
great! Can we do it again?” She asked him.
He
smiled at her. “Sure we can.”
He led her up the hill again, ‘Lord help me if I ever have a little girl that looks like her,’ he thought.
Chapter Seven
1600
EST
Mac’s
Apartment
December
20
They
made it back to her place a couple of hours later. They had so much fun at the
park sledding, building snowmen, and making snow angels, and when they finally got back to her place, they were soaked and
chilled to the bone. He got her up the stairs.
“Harm,
that was great.” She said still exhilarated from their winter wonderland. He
started taking off her jacket. Pushing it off her shoulders, he nibbled her ear
lobe. “I think I need a nice long bath,” she said as she pulled off
his jacket.
“Uh
huh.”
Their
jackets were in a heap on the ground. He picked her up and carried her into the
bedroom. “I love you Sarah Mackenzie.”
“And
I love you Harmon Rabb.”
He
deposited her on the bed and made his way over to the bathroom. She heard the
water start running and him digging into the cabinets. Curiosity claimed the
best of her as she walked into the bathroom. Her senses were immediately bombarded
with the smell of lavender and jasmine.
“You
bath awaits you.” He said getting up to leave.
“Stay. There is plenty of room for the two of us, and you could help me scrub my back.”
“You
sure Mac?”
“If
I wasn’t sure, I wouldn’t have said anything. Besides baths are better
when you have someone to share it with.”
He
smiled at her as he climbed into the tub and she climbed in after him. They stayed
in the tub until all of the bubbles were gone and the water turned cooled. “Harm,
you have made this weekend great. Deep down you are a romantic guy.” She
said slipping on her robe.
“Don’t
let it get out, if Keeter finds it out, I will never hear the end of it,” he groaned in her ear. He pulled her close and ran his hands through her dark, hair. He
never told her, but he loved the fact that she decided to grow it out longer. “So
what do you want to do with the rest of the day?”
“I
don’t know, lie here in your arms and turn on sappy movies?”
“That
sounds like a plan.”
He
settled himself down on the couch after building another fire in the fireplace. “Does
it seem like the snow is going to let up any soon?”
“Why,
do you want to leave that badly?”
“No,
Mac, it is just I want to know how much longer I can spend here with you in my arms.”
She
ran her fingers gently across his arms. “Yeah, and I love just lying here
in your arms.”
He
watched her watch the movie and was content with doing just that. He never imagined
that he could be any happier. Harm and Mac just laid on the couch watching It’s
a Wonderful Life and fell asleep on the couch. They didn’t realize
how much the day in the snow had worn them out. A little later, Harm had woken
up with the all too familiar feel of Mac in his arms. He tried to wake her up.
“Hon,
time to wake up.”
“Don’t
want to,” she murmured sleepily in his arms.
He
untangled himself from behind her and picked her up in his arms and carried her to the bedroom. While he was carrying her in his arms he realized that he was carrying his entire world. He gently laid her in her bed and pulled the covers around her. While
she laid in her bed in a land made purely of her dreams.
“You
know Mac, one day I am going to marry you.” He whispered to her sleeping
form. “I love you Marine.”
He
kissed her on the forehead and watched her smile while she was sleeping. He saw
her bare left hand and resolved that soon that problem would be rectified. He
heard the light sound of her snoring and knew that she most have been really exhausted from the fun snow day. He was tempted to crawl back into bed with her but decided that he wanted to pull of one more surprise
for her before she woke up for dinner.
Mac
woke up to the sound of music coming out of her living room and could smell the wonderful aroma of Italian food from the kitchen. She wondered out of the room to find Harm throwing angel hair pasta on the wall to
figure out if it was done or not.
“Well
this is something I don’t wake up to all the time.” Her eyes readjusted to the surroundings and she found that
her apartment was completely decorated. Harm had set up Pointesettas around the
living room and found green garland and adorned it around her mantle.
“I
figured that I would finish decorating the living room for you, and then cook you a nice home cooked meal.” He said untying the apron from around his waist. It was then
Mac had the chance to finally look at him. He was wearing a pair of Structure
Khakis and a dark blue mock turtle neck.
“Harm,
you didn’t go to the store again did you?”
“No,
I went to my car and found an overnight bag I had packed. I also had Christmas
decorations in the back of the car I was going to donate to the orphanage. Mattie
called me on my cell, and was staying at a friend’s and the back roads haven’t been plowed yet. Her friend’s mom is going to keep Mattie until it is safe for me to get her.”
“That’s
good. So that is why you weren’t worried.
Why are you all dressed up?”
“Well,
I figured that I set up this nice romantic atmosphere, that I should dress the part.” He flashed her a killer smile.
“Then
I should get dressed for dinner. I will be ready in a moment.”
She
walked into her bedroom and quickly changed into a three quarter length sleeve black dress that fell to mid-calf, and she
threw her hair back in a sleek ponytail. She came out and found him standing
in the living room with a white rose.
“For
you.” He said extending the rose. “I figured since we couldn’t
get out for a nice date, I would bring the date to you.” He kissed her
nose and led her to the table where they ate in companiable silence.
TBC